How free is he...

"How free he is who has already accepted death and is simply enjoying the rest of their time inhabiting a body in this world." - Rohan 

I usually go to sleep thinking about my eternal sleep. It reminds me that I either failed myself or succeeded with the ending day. This is my reality, this is my state of mind. I know what awaits. I try to live fully because I know my eyes one day will not open... Whatever way it will come, I accept my destiny.