How free is he...

"How free he is who has already accepted death and is simply enjoying the rest of their time inhabiting a body in this world." - Rohan 

I usually go to sleep thinking about my eternal sleep. It reminds me that I either failed myself or succeeded with the ending day. This is my reality, this is my state of mind. I know what awaits. I try to live fully because I know my eyes one day will not open... Whatever way it will come, I accept my destiny. 

Roaming Tracks

Lonely, lonely is the wolf. 

Roaming around, boldly

Honing his skills, 

moving in the moonlit array 

Lonely, lonely is the wolf. 

Although, he is not always

one and only

A call to the skies,

The Pack now joins him 

in spiritual play...

Lonely, lonely is the wolf. 

He never looks back...

These words... Real life.

"Even when God seemed to have abandoned me, he was watching. Even when he seemed indifferent to my suffering, he was watching, & when I was beyond all hope of saving, he gave me rest. Then he gave me a sign to continue my journey." - Life of Pi 

So far...

I haven't done this in a while... reaching to the far corners of my mind to write, to think, to imagine. I reminisce on a lot now days, it's fine. It seems the older you get the more you start to believe the better days are behind. The quicker one can get this thought out of their head, the brighter the future will be. It's easily explainable. Too many others start to believe that the better days are again, unattainable. In a world where fake ability & fake personality create more interest than real creativity... The harder it becomes to differentiate what to believe and to know the ill-negativity. Seek truth, find it, know that there's something greater out there than me, than you, than us, than this little planet revolving around... Know the end and fill greatest within. 

I'm not where I thought I'd be, but I'm where I am supposed to be... The greatest thing about this life -- is a thought that can set you free.

31. Life, so far, goes by fast when you're having so much fun!

Take some big chances...

"Life just isn't worth living unless you're willing to take some big chances and go for broke." - Eliot Wiggington.
Been there, done that, learned my lesson and going to succeed next time around!

Escape

You're right, I do hurt everyone
that cares about me,
but everyone I've cared about...
usually ends up hurting me.
It's a never ending cycle
I can't escape.
Something new
I want to make
I just want to be free,
I just want you here with me...
We'll go on a universal
loving spree

Exist at all levels

No one is given a set of directions or a plan. Whatever you do after you fail, failing the same way is not an option. Once you succeed, succeeding the same way will never happen. Take into account the totality of each system you become apart of and master it. Hold yourself accountable for whatever outcomes occur. People are both predictable and unpredictable. Hone and sharpened your skills. Exist at all levels.   

(Paraphrased from my Prof Wheeless with some additions from myself)