Lost...

I've lost my creativity...
I'm trying to find
this something I threw away
maybe just a brevity I
had for a short time
in my life
can I find in a future day
hopefully

faith lost
not for long
searching I go on
a touch of frost since
this hearts' heat gone
my strength weakened
love washed
it's begone 

finding the me
seeking the I
on a journey
looking for within
seeking, using
my third and 4th eye

out there she is
maybe, I heard
patience is key
sorry to say
like garbage
I treated the one
that made me
we

karma I don't believe
it's hard to say
karma
it's hard to heave
since it all came back
on me like a big pack
of metal sleeves
cutting into me

I've lost my creativity
which I love
finding it is
my doves search
finding it
vis a vis

maybe if it finds me
I'll be ready
once more
to open
another door

one day you'll read
I found my creativity
on that day
love too
shall never again
escape this which is me